Friday, March 16, 2007
today morning go to work did not bring my handphone.... dunno wad i was thinking.... so i left it @ home.... than go to work... got nothing to do keep on surfing the net.. till time to knock off le.. so when back home to get my phone before i go to school... after taking my phone le.. go to school.. msg darling cause i miss him... ask him wad was he doing he telling mi that he having dinner with his camp mate... than i ask him wanna come find me cause not feeling well... wanted to see him cause i miss him.. but i think that he don not wan to come... haiz... than he sms mi back diff le.. rally sorry. haiz. i really dun know wad to do.. feit i very selfish to u. sorry. think i,m really a bad guy... than i sms him back dun make thing diff for you too... i think the best is for mi to leave you... take care.. all the best to you and her.. good luck... than he sms back.. i really dun know what i should do.. 1 thing for sure is i loeve u... ar for her is i only pity her.. during the stay with her i'm vary stress.. so i sms back... so now what are you trying to say to me.. is all up to you.. he replied.. after all this while i feel like i'm sleeping with a stranger... i replied... if u dun know. than wad u wan mi to do.. i have already give in.. accept all okay like wad i tell you.. i dun wan make thing diff for you so i leave... or either u tell her stright .. you choose and let mi know.. than he replied.. i know u give in.. thats why i;m feeling vary bad. when u need mi i'm always not there for u.. u do so much thing for mi.. n what have i done for u.. nothing... than later after when i was having my break.. i call him back.. ask him wwad he wan to do... haiz... he also dunno... than till i vary sad already... i jz hand up the phone.... and go back for my class endure till the lesson finish than go back home... reach home le.. faster bath already than when to sleep....
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