Thursday, February 22, 2007
cny onli go to my sis house the first day gamble there and lost 80 dollar.... 2nd day of cny when to xiao gu house in the afternoon... cause got no where to go and also feeling tired... after that when home and see my show.... 3 day of cny when to er gu de place.. one my way ther darling call mi... he is enjoying himself in phuket... chated with him awhile... saw one of my collegue there she give mi one ang bao also.. after than xiao hei jio to go party world.. when there to sing till about 3 plus than go back tml still got to work.... wake up early in the morning feeling so tired tot of dun go to work take mc but cannot to thing to do.... later after work still got to go to school.. misses my darling so much... feeling so lost dunno wad to do.... wanted to call him and talk to him but afraid something bad might happen and i dun wan that..... sometime tot of ending the realationship... but dunno y cannot let go.. maybe i love him too much.... wad can i do i got to accept... and its so hard to accept... feeling so bad and lost.... can someone tell mi wad should i do.... maybe is the thing that god wan me to pay back... till the time when i can really leave him is the time that i can forget about everything.... i hope i can get my answer soon... so i will know wad are the thing i can do and need to do.....
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