Saturday, September 09, 2006
today no need to work still got to wake up @ 6.45 cause when to bf place stayed... cause he got to work... than i wan to bath b4 i leave than have to wakp up so early to bath lo... than later when my bf when to bath le... i go and look @ his phone.. see his message... awww.... i know that vary bad of mi.. but i dunno y i jz wan to see.. cause i really vary kpo one lo... than i saw where the ger msg him... aww... i think they when the trip together one... my bf bluff mi that he when with his guy friends... aww.... when i saw the msg i was so sad... awww..... why like tat... so sad.... haiz... i really dunno should i give up this realationship... i think he like tat ger.. but why they dun wan to be together... or they has been together... but my bf jz dun wanna tell mi.. anything about it... anyway i got no right to say them also.. cause i am also like tat one... going to kelvin place and stayed i did not tell mi anything about.. but i go kelvin place to stay... we did nothing we are jz normal good friends lo... but i know if i let him know he will also angry with mi one... sianz... dunno y like tat arg.... anyway i jz dun wan to care le.. i f i were to quarrel with him also got nothing to benifit lo... maybe later see how lo... if i really cannot take it le... than jz forget about the realationship lo... dun think too much le... i am only giving myself stress.... later i realise that i never take my ezy link card out.. than ask him got anot... he say he never use ezy link card de.. he pass mi coins $2.50 to take bus home... later reach home le.. saw baba.. he bring ba zhang home... than later i take one and eat... i buy newpaper to see.. got straits times and new paper... than later see finish le.. take a nap than later outside is doing the lift cannot sleep.. aww... sianz....
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